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Welcome "back" to pulau bidong

So, i went to pulau bidong for the second time. The first time was during survival camp and last week was the field trip with juniors. It was a boring one i would say and i didnt really get to enjoy myself. Not that i'm not good and with them..i enjoyed have a chat with them..Just certain things that i couldn't expain and i don't know how to explain. But anway, look on the bright side..i took quite a number of photos which i can upload in friendster and facebook. hehe!! and also some can become my desktop background.

Bidong island

Ok..luckily i didn't experience any sea sick on the way and luckily the boat i took didn't have any engine problems..i reached there all good...Cos there was one boat jammed halfway because of engine problems..Most of my juniors looked pale cos of sea sick..lol! I didn't laugh at them .. i was just glad that i wasn't in tat boat.

Well, upon reaching, i met my housemate whose having diving lesson together with IMB staffs (including dr effendy) and also from other universities. Its was not surprising to me because i knew she's going there for diving license few days before she went. lol.

me and my housemate

I must say, this field trip is totally different from the trip i ever been throughout my studies in UMT. You know why? Cos there's no food and the main activity is just snorkelling and catch sea cucumber and that also for 1 hour plus only. I brought food (of course) and in fact it wasn't feeling and i was craving for spaghetti at that time. My friend asked to KFC after the field trip but i was not very happy with that...i can just say i don't like people to tell me to cancel my date to have another date with friends when i had promised with my previous date earlier that i'll have a meal with him/her.

Anyway, the cool part is i get to catch SEA CUCUMBER! I dun dare even to touch it last time..hehe! Even though i still feel "geli" but it was cool..:p And another cool thing, Dr Yeong play guitar!! he even sing along with the malay guys and play truth or dare with the juniors..cool lecturer!..I notice that the juniors really know how to enjoy themselves even in that small island..they can make it like a very enjoyable trip for them (or holiday).

Dr Yeong playing guitar

Crazy juniors

Well, now i'm back in the mainland and i had to start working and finishing all my assignments and presentations...been very tired and stress lately and tonight i have presentation..i dun care how it gonna be..(probably bad)..but i just want to get it over fast fast!

I love him

halo!! welcome back to me..haha!! sorry that i din update anything for quite sometime...been busy and lazy..ahah!

So, i've been following the new season of american idol (Season 8) and i came across this guy. Actually i saw him during the audition already i thought he was kinda cute. And indeed!..i'm now in love with him. Not only he's cute and hot..he's soooo talented! OMG! I had not done this for a long time already..to get crazy over a celebrity. It's a good feeling though..cos get to entertain myself.

I've been playing his performance over and over again...and the whole morning i did nothing but watching his performance. Haihz..i need to control myself so i'll be able to my work...but i can't get him out of my head...arggh!! he's sooo cute..so talented...and i'm feeling like i'm young again. You know why?...cos i've put his picture as my desktop background! Its been so long i din put any pictures of my favourite celebrities as my desktop background...ah!!! i love him!! love him love him love him love him! oh..his name is adam lambert...hehe!

p.s: I thought want to update myself on coursenite and me cooking spaghetti but i just can't help myself to talk about him. wuahaha!!

Jason mraz live in malaysia!

Ish...I want to go for that concert! I hope i can. 4th March is public holiday. I don't really know what's the special occassion. The cheapest ticket is rm68 but it is too far away from the stage. I hope to get at least rm88. Though it's cheaper than rihana's one but i've been spending too much lately. (because of online shopping). Actually i'm not a big fan of Jason mraz. In fact i didn't actually like him when his FIRST album released. But now, still not a big fan..but i would love to see a real celebrity like him. hehe! I'm in love with his song "I'm yours" though...so not bad la..:p i kinda like him now.

Tomorrow i'll be having test and i'm blogging at this hour. It's very late already and i haven't finish study. I don't wanna die tmr but i'm too lazy to study right now. arrghh! i'm sleepy..No! i can't be lazy..it's the season of lent!..don't get temptated. ok la.i wanna motivate myself now..goodbye and good luck to those who are having test with me tmr...:p

terrible...

I just heard a very serious case from my brother's friend and it was very terrible. It's a rape case. My was broken hearted by the girl.

I just don't get it. Why? Is it fun to rape a girl? How can guys so dare to treat girls like that? Does the girl forever have debt with guys? Never in the history ever said that girls are forever in debt with guys. I'm so angry! Angry with those rapist! How dare!

If u want to do it...go find someone who can help you do. Don't destroy the life and the future of young and innocent girls. When one day u realise it's very wrong it's too late already. You will have to carry this regret for the rest of your life. You not only destroy the girl's life but the life or her family and yourself. Everybody will hate you! Gosh! i'm so angry!

my valentine story ... and other stuff...

i know, it's late already as one week almost pass and i just only want to talk about this thing. :p

But there's nothing special la..Just a normal dinner (slighty special than normal we eat). We went to eat chicken chop ordered chocolate milkshake and cream of mushroom. Hmm..Nothing much to talk about la. Nobody even care to read this cos it's too boring. haihz. But overall, i glad i still have this year valentine to celebrate. :p Oh..we went to pulau duyung looking at people celebrating valentine. There were candle light dinner..most of them wore formal and having dinner by the heritage. What a romantic environment. I was asking that time..what if it suddenly rain? where they wanna run? cos i see a lot of people..and there probably won't be enough place for them indoor. Just wondering and assuming la..No hard feelings. And there was a band also singing to the couples..they actually went to one table to another table (or maybe they requested it..i dunno) . They sang malay song..i dunno lah..but for me..i feel weird la when someone singing in front of me while i was eating. What am i suppose to do? looking at them and smile..or just eat normally? Just so weird. i guess i'm not a romantic person after all. hehe!

Anyway, i can finally rest a while cos test is over. But another one is yet to come. haihz..still haven't confirm about the date and i'm very lazy. I'm tired already la..tired of everything..study, assignments, reports...urgghh..just tired. I don't even want to step into the lab to wash all my glassware. how ah? Actually i feel a bit "phobia" already enter the lab where i did my fyp. Dunno why...It gives me this kind of feeling that i really don't like. Tired!!..okla..i wanna take a short nap a while...hasta luego!

p.s: Good news for me..i found my camera..haha!! i left it in the lab. Luckily the lab assistant saw it and i "claimed" it back just now. lol.

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It's been a while since i last update.

Feeling very lazy la this few days. I spent most of my times in front of my laptops watching youtube and playing online games. Ish..i'm feeling so hopeless. Can anybody help me so i can start doing my serious stuff. I wanted to blog but i wasn't inspired to write anything. Not even about my everyday routine. haihz..

Final draft will be due in a month. And i'm still working on the introduction. I'm sick of having this unfinished task kind of feeling. It's a big burden for me..very big. Maybe for others it isn't but for me..it's like i have to carry a big candy ball and i need to finish it but it just seem like cannot finish no matter how much or how hard i try to eat it. I'm just stating an example though it kind of stupid example..whatever! I'm going nuts already if i still keeping it inside. I know i can find someone to talk to you..but it's easier to express certain in word rather than talking..for me.

haihz..i'm tired already..i think i need to get some sleep now..i cant think of anything to write liao..so..haihzz...dunno la..feeling so helpless now...wanna go to church tmr so gotta go sleep now.

new keyboard

i got my new keyboard today. Just bought and i'm typing using it now. so fun.. i know i'm like sakaian but i don't care. I'm excited..hehe! i can type how hard i want and i can use this to play games without worrying that i'll spoil my laptop keyboard. wuahaha!

have a good laugh

I read an email my friend forwarded for me the other day it was so funny!

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Karangan Terbaik UPSR 2007Karangan budak darjah 4

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Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit "Adoi!". Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di GentingHighlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit "Adoi..!" dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

Last day.

Today is the last day of holiday. Tomorrow everything will be back to normal and that "normal" is the thing i hate the most in here. I wonder why we have to be born and live a life full of stress and experience all the unhappy things. Why can't we have happy times everyday. Everybody will be smiling and laughing instead of showing unhappy and stress faces or maybe not in a rush way.

That's remind me of when i was little. I wished so bad now that i can go back to the times when i'm still young (teenager would be good) where i don't have to worry about everything. Well, at least i don't need to do all the heavy assignments and stupid projects like what i'm doing right now. I remembered i used to wish that i can grow up faster so i can make my own money, buy my own clothes and get out from the house. But now, i'm a bit regret to wish that. I should have appreciate more during my childhood times. Not that i'm not enjoying it. I guess that's because of what i've experienced here makes me wish that i never grow up. oh well, this is life..people won't get satisfied. But, of course i try to live my life as happy as i can be. There's always sunshine after the rainfall right? (hmm..i wonder if this phrase correct..whatever!) I'm still young .. i still can do whatever i want. I will appreciate every bit of my life even though its tough. Yeah!!

It's a long long way to go..:p

lalala

Gosh i'm so bored today..

I wonder why i'm very bored. Probably because i have no way to go here in terengganu especially now is the 3rd day of chinese new year. Not much of shops open in town here. And also, my sister went back to kl already this morning. We woke up quite early this morning about 8am and her bus was at 10am. Well, we transferred movies into her laptop before we went out to town. Actually she wanted the movies earlier on already..but only want to transfer this morning. Had a breakfast at a shop called "kopitiam." It was ok cos we only ordered 2 sets of small buns because we scared that we'll be late and the bus gone. lol! My housemate left her house keys inside my sister's bag and she was locked up in the house for about 2 hours waiting for us to come back. Pity her..i felt sorry for her actually especially when the bus got delayed and we were stucked in the bus terminal waiting. Oh well, that was this morning.

What else did i do today? hmm..oh..i listen to people singing online. Ok..i did sing a while..it wasn't that bad though from their comments about my singing. Though some of them threw shit on me. I gained quite a number of points and i'm playing with kids below 15 years old. (memalukan).

As usual, i'm still addicted to youtube videos. Watching other peoples' video blog especially communitychannel (my favourite). There are many more videos with more people view but i still enjoyed watching that. So stupid and so cool. i haven't got bored of it though. I hope i won't so she will be my favourite "entertainer."

Hmm..what else? yes, msn! I can't live without msn. I'll on my msn everytime i online. Accept when i'm busy doing something. Chatting with friends...advising my friend about this and that. I feel bad though cos I not an expert in advising or comforting people but my friend seem to listen to what i'm saying. I'm just scared i gave the wrong opinion. But hey, i did say "this is my opinion."..:p

Haihz~ I'm sorry about all the craps i'm talking about. You probably don't understand what i'm talking..but nevermind..i'm just bored. it's getting late already and i'm still awake. Guess i sleep too much already. haihz. Anyway, good night la. At least i get to spend few minutes of my time doing something beneficial.

happy chinese new year...

Happy chinese new year everybody..

Today is the first day of chinese new year and i bet you all busy doing what you should on the first day. :p ~~

For me, although i didn't get to go back home but i do want my first day of chinese new year to be fun and enjoyable. So, last night was new year eve and me and my sisters did cook a little bit of thing but we can't finish the food cos too full.

During dinner...

So, this morning we went to church for new year mass with my new dress that my mum bought. Got new year oranges as well as ang pows...hehe! not bad la actually. hehe! Went to pizza hut for breakfast and after that went back home sleep the whole day..haha! I've been going out for 3 days in a row already...so i'm very tired already..gotta need some rest a while. :p

Meatball bolognese

Prawn olio

Nothing special though for my chinese new year celebration here..I didn't even hear a single fireworks sound also. haihz! But anyway, this year will be my last year celebrating chinese near year away from home..Looking for next year. haha! :p

before going out

Hi..

Just wanna drop by to write something while waiting for the time to go out. hehe! Actually i am the one driving...Just taking my own sweet time actually.


Why do i wanna go out? Our plan (me, my sister and my housemate) is to buy something for tomorrow new year eve's dinner. We thought of having a special dinner with special menu but all of us not a good cook. And what did we do? We said we will find some menu recipe online but we never find one until now. Kinda lazy to do so though. So we decided to make some dishes that we know how to cook only..just a simple one since we cannot be sure that we will make a delicious dishes if we find a special recipe online. hehe!

Another thing is to fetch my sister whose gonna come here from kl later on. So we're gonna do a some shopping while waiting for her. lol!

It's been 3 years I didn't go back for chinese new year together with my sisters. And also will be a final year that we're celebrating chinese new year away from home. Looking forward to next year..our year (year of tiger)..hehe! I wonder how it would feel like when we i finally back home for new year after 3 years...My dear went back this year cos this year is his year (that's how i called it). it's been 3 days he is gone..i miss him. :'(

Anyway, I had enough of "craping" here and have to get ready ... :p Before that, i wanna wish all the chinese out there happy chinese new year! see ya! happy ox year!

Moo...

Communitychannel

I bet you guys watch videos on youtube all the time. Well, have you ever heard about a lady by the name of Natalie a.k.a communitychannel? Maybe some of you watch her video before. I must say it's so cool! haha! I quite enjoy her video actually cos she's so crazy and act stupid most of the time. Very cool!



here's a little bit of her youtube account:

#1 - Most Subscribed (All Time) - Australia
#1 - Most Subscribed (All Time) - Directors - Australia
#1 - Most Subscribed (All Time) - Partners - Australia

Cool huh!

Japanese food

Finally i went to have some japanese food last night after so long my friend persuade me to go. haha! And also, i fulfilled my other friend's "wish" to try japanese food. I thought what she told me is true that i will like the noodles. Well, the noodle were just okay for me..don't really like it though.

Japanese noodle...forgot the name of it already

I ordered a noodle (i forgot what the name of it already) where it comes together with salmon fish. Cooked one of course, a Maki and a tea. Few of them ordered steamboat. I don't like the noodles. Not that i hate it..just don't like. haha! But the salmon fish was nice though a bit hard. lol! The Maki wasn't that nice also. I don't like. The tea as usual, my favourite. It was not a typical japanese tea or something, just a normal lipton tea. haha! So i like it.

Me holding Maki

You know what's funny? Normally is only if you eat, you pay. But for the steamboat, you eat pay, you don't eat you also need to pay. ish! My dinner was not fun at all. The food also not nice especially the steamboat. Sorry to say that, i don't like the taste of the soup. I prefer to go out with my own friends having laugh together pay as much, at least i don't feel the "not fairness" on the payment we eat and we don't eat! Some more, my friends have a good taste of food! way better! and tolerant!

The steamboat

But the best part is the manager treat us ice cream!...hmm..i don't really like the ice cream also..hehe!

Ice cream..got a unique name for it. I forgot what is it..:p

In conclusion, i don't like japanese food (that's a proven one already) and sorry if i offended anyone..I must say..think logic and think fairly. Oh by the way, among all, i only like the salmon fish.

Salmon fish

fever~

The weather very cold. My housemate was sick, my sister was sick and now my turn to get sick. argghh..i hate this part!

Cold like hell! Early morning having sore throat..damn pain! Feeling cold till my leg numb! Help me!

happy new year!

Happy new year!

My celebration was normal only. haha! Haihz..can't believe its 2009 already. 2008 gone just like that..seem like yesterday is 2008. Well, it was 2008 2 days ago. :p My new year resolution? That would be finish my fyp as fast as possible, study hard for this last sem and hopefully can start finding jobs as soon as possible. hehe!

Hmm..Didn't really have good mood on the first day of new year though. But it was just a small matter i guess.

I'm now worry about my fyp..haihz..my sister finished her fyp already! I hope to finish fast! Good luck for me! hehe!

Here is my picture 2 days before the year 2009.

Blehh~~~