Last day.

Today is the last day of holiday. Tomorrow everything will be back to normal and that "normal" is the thing i hate the most in here. I wonder why we have to be born and live a life full of stress and experience all the unhappy things. Why can't we have happy times everyday. Everybody will be smiling and laughing instead of showing unhappy and stress faces or maybe not in a rush way.

That's remind me of when i was little. I wished so bad now that i can go back to the times when i'm still young (teenager would be good) where i don't have to worry about everything. Well, at least i don't need to do all the heavy assignments and stupid projects like what i'm doing right now. I remembered i used to wish that i can grow up faster so i can make my own money, buy my own clothes and get out from the house. But now, i'm a bit regret to wish that. I should have appreciate more during my childhood times. Not that i'm not enjoying it. I guess that's because of what i've experienced here makes me wish that i never grow up. oh well, this is life..people won't get satisfied. But, of course i try to live my life as happy as i can be. There's always sunshine after the rainfall right? (hmm..i wonder if this phrase correct..whatever!) I'm still young .. i still can do whatever i want. I will appreciate every bit of my life even though its tough. Yeah!!

It's a long long way to go..:p